Of Loving Ghosts and Frowning Angels


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Endless Grey 02:04
I can't comprehend why this feeling never ends Still searching for a a way out of this endless grey And I am sick of trying to change inside this glazed frame. To become the picture that i want to be. I will break this wall. I'm trying not to fall. Let us live, let us breathe, let us overcome this life let us run, let us hide let us leave this all behind Let us love, let us see, let us see with our own eyes let us feel, let us be let us be the ones we see in ourselves. we will find a way to ourselves.
Dream Road 02:55
Sometimes I think back to places we've been at. We were so reckless, I thought it was endless. The smiles we wore, our first kiss on your backdoor. sleeping on your floor, something I'd fall for. But now, I'm lying here alone on my broken bones drifting in the unknown I just hope that you don't. See me, falling. To pieces, crawling. on my knees, for something I know, I've lost it. But now, I'm lying here alone on my broken bones drifting in the unknown I just hope that you don't. And I still meet you in my dreams, so I sleep the days away. And your memory I'll keep it won't fade away. I'll be here.
The sound of rain on your window makes you feel less alone. Barely awake, but never asleep, searching for silence to set me free. I feel alive in darkness surrounding me cause darkness is all I'll ever be I'll watch the summer fade away and wait for bitter days to come They say 'be proud of what you've gained' But all I've gained is loss and I know it's not the same and I just can't pay the costs I'm trapped inside this hole no sun no air no control left with nowhere to go I'm trapped inside this hole I miss the days when they had color, I miss the lights when they shone bright. I miss the birds when they were singing, I miss the sound of happiness.
I won't ask you how you feel. I know you're doing fine without me. What if you never ever understood how much it meant to me? I can't help but feel the gap between you and me, and it's tearing me apart. It's tearing me apart. You don't deserve a single line in any song. but I sing these words all night long. I bleed out of my lungs all night long. And when I die, I want you to lower me into the ground, so you can let me down one last time. Take me back, back in time, to all the things we left behind. I'd change it all, but there's no way, to make the hope in myself stay. I destroyed my last hope so I can die in peace. Die in peace.
Always tired, but never asleep. Constantly lost in this unreal dream. Reality's a nightmare that I'm running from so I'll be tired, just sleep on for once. Killing mind, acting right. Days go by. I'm alive. And we hide away our fears, and months become years. Our soul disappears. And I don't know what's real anymore. Questioning everything Staying away, trying to change Staring at walls, forgetting it all Days go by, I'm alive. Wondering how, breaking down, killing mind, acting right going out, hiding wounds said I'm fine, I'm alive. Questioning everything. Staying away, trying to change. Staring at walls, forgetting it all. Days go by, let me... No more place to escape to, I will die in solitude. No more voice that gets me through, there's nothing left of you. Just wake these tired eyes into another life. Wash away these lies and stop the questions why. Give me wings to fly and make me say goodbye. Make me say goodbye and lock the fucking door twice.


'Of Loving Ghosts and Frowning Angels' has been written April 2014-January 2015, and recorded in March 2015 by the band itself.

We created this EP/album with the intention to picture all kinds of feelings a human being can sense or feel. The first two songs of this EP have been written in a good and happy time and are about the motivation to find your inner picture in this life. 'Dream Road' is a melancholic/nostalgic song about the struggles of letting go of good things , times or people you want back. Song 4-6 have been written in a dark time in life where we wanted to create something fearful and desperate.

Desolate x Create as a band is a project where we like to combine being honest about our feelings with being creative. All of the songs & lyrics have huge meaning to every one in this band. Thanks for listening.


released May 23, 2015

Desolate x Create is:

Dominik Zischka - Vocals
Christoph Füger - Drums
Dominik Feike - Guitars & Vocals
Steve Droegemuller - Bass

2nd guitar on track 2 & 5 by Flo Albrecht.

Recorded & mixed by Dominik Feike.
Mastered by Bill Henderson.


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